grasshopper64

Seasonal silliness

Tue, 08 Dec 2009 19:22:35 GMT

On the twelfth day of Christmas, grasshopper64 sent to me...

Twelve tiggerbrasilfs drumming

Eleven rickman_101s piping

Ten captainpixies a-leaping

Nine ask_captainjacks dancing

Eight blackbird_songs a-milking

Seven electrictoes a-swimming

Six rozzietheaussies a-laying

Five sca-a-a-arletfbls

Four ask_aboutcoffees

Three stargazer60s

Two misha collins

...and a supernatural in a tazza_di_jo.

In 2009, grasshopper64 resolves to...

Go to supernatural every Sunday.
Tell my family about misha collins.
Backup my torchwood regularly.
Get back in contact with some old ask_captainjacks.
Drink four glasses of captainpixie every day.
Become a better rickman_101.

This is mad! One Misha is enough for me thanks, and I'm not telling my family about him:)
Going to Supernatural every Sunday sounds good though!

Collectormania London

Tue, 01 Dec 2009 19:51:12 GMT

I had to post something about Collectormania London because it was an awesome weekend and great fun. (plus I'm generally pretty lazy about posting stuff)

I'm working on doing a full report and if can scan some pics in as well I'll do it.

Misha Collins - I can't say how wonderful he was, I only got into Supernatural a couple of months ago, mostly because of him, and meeting him was just brilliant and I have gone completely fangirly over him when I said I was over all that:) Got my photo taken with him twice (got a hug the second time), got to talk to him a few times, he's so easy to talk to and he wrote a great long sentence on my signed picture. The supernatural talk was brilliant and entertaining.

Mini Cas - He was adorable and everyone loved him - even those who don't watch SPN, Misha was taken by him and he won the cosplay, (which I told Misha about and he was pleased by this)

Kai Owen - The man is a legend and I now get a hug every time I see him. He had a hair cut and let me (and others!) rub his hair. He kissed me in his photoshoot!

John Barrowman - He was exhausted and super busy as you'd expect but hugged everyone in the photoshoot and I had to get my photo taken again so got a few seconds longer! Lovely to see him with Gareth and Kai again and was happy to see him talking intently with Gareth before the panel. The talk was the usual innuendo and flirting but sadly no snogging!

Fandom - You guys are awesome! When I first started going to cons about 2 years ago, I didn't know anyone. Now I've made some fantastic friends and know lots of people!

I was sad when I had to go home and I wish I could go back there. Bring on the next con!

Fic - Jack/Ianto - Home

Sat, 29 Aug 2009 15:07:30 GMT

Title: Home
Pairing: Jack/Ianto
Spoilers: The Dead Line radio play
Rating: PG-13
Summary: This is set straight after the end of the Dead Line radio play. Jack and Ianto have a conversation. It’s a bit fluffy.

“You will never be just a blip in time, Ianto Jones. Not for me.”

Ianto simply looked at Jack as they sat together on the hospital bed, unable to speak and surprised at his words.

Jack took Ianto’s hand in his and then he saw it. The love and warmth in Jack’s eyes that expressed what words couldn’t.

Jack put his hand on Ianto’s face and then moved in and kissed him. It was an intense kiss.

“I’m glad you’re back,” said Ianto when they broke apart.

“Hey you don’t get rid of me that easily,” replied Jack smiling. “Come on, let’s go home,” said Jack as he got up.

Jack sent Gwen home and then he and Ianto went back to the hub.

“Are you ok, Jack?” asked Ianto as they entered the hub. “I mean maybe you should rest for a while.”

Jack knew what Ianto wanted and took his hand in his. “Ianto, I’m fine. But I think I could do with a lie down. On my own bed, couldn’t wait to get out of that hospital.” He then took Ianto’s hand and led him down to his bedroom in the depths of the hub.

They reached the bedroom and Jack closed the door behind them, as if shutting out the world outside. Jack took his coat off and then took Ianto’s jacket off him.

Jack pulled off his boots and lay down on the bed. Ianto did the same.

“Come here you,” said Jack as he put his arm around Ianto, pulling him against his body. Ianto accepted the embrace and slipped an arm around Jack’s side, resting his head on his chest.

“You did good. Well done,” said Jack as he kissed him on the head.

“Thanks. I’m just glad to have you back,” replied Ianto smiling.

“It’s good to be back.”

“So you heard everything I said?” asked Ianto tentatively.

“Yeah. I can’t explain it, I was in some sort of trance yet I was aware of everything else that was going on. I heard everything you said.”

“Oh,” said Ianto, a little embarrassed.

“Hey, what you said to me....I was touched. It was very moving. Listen, there’s a couple of things I want to say to you and I’ll probably never say them again so please just hear me out, ok?”

“Ok.” Ianto knew that Jack was about to share some of his feelings, which he never did.

“I appreciated everything you said. And I meant what I said, Ianto. You will never be just a blip in time to me. I know that we can’t have...well we can’t grow old together, but I want you to know that our relationship is very important to me. I want us to make the most of the time that we do have. The fact is that I need you Ianto, more than you know.

I do dream about you sometimes, and I’m not just saying that. But I’ll tell you about that later. I watch you sleep too. You look so young and innocent when you’re asleep, and you’ve been through so much in such short time. I just want to shut the world out and protect you from all the bad things in the world, but I know I can’t.

I’m scared that one day I’ll have to....” Jack paused as he tried to keep his emotions in check. “Say goodbye. I’m scared of losing you. You’ve given me so much and you understand me like no-one else does. I don’t want to...” his voice trailed off and his emotions got the better of him.

“Jack, it’s ok,” said Ianto, his own voice a little shaky as he moved and put his arms around Jack, who gave into his emotions and wrapped his arms around Ianto, burying his head in his shoulder.

A short time later, Jack pulled away and wiped his eyes.

“Look at us, getting all sappy,” said Jack trying to lighten to atmosphere.

“Like a couple of girls,” replied Ianto, managing a smile.

“Listen, I know you think I’m going to up and leave again someday, but I promise you I’m not. If the Doctor comes back, I’ll take you with me. In fact I wanted to talk to you about that...”

“Oh?” said Ianto, looking up at Jack and interrupting his speech. “Sorry go on.”

“I’ve dreamt about taking you places, Ianto. Places you’d love, places you can’t even imagine. There’s so much out there. I had a lot of time to think while I was in that trance, and I want us to go.”

“In the Tardis? Do you mean it Jack?” Ianto looked excitedly at Jack.

“Don’t get too excited just yet. First we have to get in contact with him wherever he might be, I’ll call Martha later.”

“So we can....what about the hub?”

“We can probably get Martha to come in and cover, and someone from UNIT if we need to. Besides with the Tardis we can be back soon after we left, although the timing isn’t always...accurate. We could...” Jack was interrupted by Ianto kissing him hard.

“Tell me that this isn’t a dream and that we can really do this,” said Ianto when he broke the kiss.

“This isn’t a dream, I promise. I want us to do this.”

“That means a lot to me, Jack.”

“Hey you deserve it,” Jack then kissed Ianto. “I could really use some coffee.”

“Coming right up,” said Ianto as he jumped off the bed and disappeared to make some coffee.

A few minutes later Ianto came back with the coffee and they sat on the bed together.

“I still can’t believe you called Stella,” said Jack. “She must have been surprised to see me after all these years. Still I’m glad you did.”

“Me too. I like her. Makes a change to meet an ex of yours who isn’t psychotic,” said Ianto dryly.

“Ah ha. Yes, well believe or not Ianto, some of them are relatively normal.”

“That’s reassuring.”

“Anyway right now I’m only interested in you. I was out for a long time you know.”

Jack put his coffee cup down, took Ianto’s out of his hand and put it down too.

“I know,” said Ianto, watching as Jack pulled down his braces and undid his shirt. At the same time, Ianto took his tie off and unbuttoned his shirt.

Jack threw his shirt on a nearby chair and his tshirt followed. He climbed back on the bed just as Ianto was trying to pull his shirt off.

“Here let me help you with that,” said Jack as he helped Ianto out of the shirt.

“Much better don’t you think,” said Jack as he pulled Ianto onto the bed underneath him.

“Oh yeah,” breathed Ianto as he enjoyed the feel of skin against skin. He wrapped his arms around Jack and the two men kissed passionately holding onto each other.

Jack kissed his way down Ianto’s chest until he reached his trousers. He then undid them and pulled down his briefs slightly, kissing him there.

“Please Jack,” called out Ianto.

“I think it’s time we moved things along, don’t you?” said Jack pulling off Ianto’s remaining clothing and quickly shedding his own before getting back on top of him.

“I think that’s a good idea,” replied Ianto as he pulled Jack back down on top of him.

“I need you, Ianto,” said Jack as he moved down between Ianto’s legs.

“You got me,” replied Ianto as he gave into Jack.

When it was over the two men drifted off to sleep until Ianto was woken by Jack pressing into his back.

Ianto mumbled something incoherent but didn’t object and turned over letting Jack take him into his arms, despite being half asleep.

“It’s good to be home,” he heard Jack say before sleep overcame him again.

Children of Earth Spoof - Some light relief

Mon, 20 Jul 2009 22:31:45 GMT

For anyone who found Children of Earth a bit heavy going, here is some light relief. These spoofs on youtube are absolutely brilliant and funny!

Part 1

Part 2

Torchsong Chicago

Sat, 06 Jun 2009 11:57:30 GMT

Just a quick update while I'm here in Chicago and up at 6.30am having had very little sleep:)

Having a great time so far, met so many lovely people and am so glad I'm came here. Did some sightseeing the last couplke of days, Chicago is a fantastic city and the weather has been great.

The cocktail party was fantastic, spoke to Gareth got a hug and said he liked my dress:) Yes I wore a dress for the first time in years what is happening to me:)

Carole is lovely and was telling us about John. Can't wait till later when John will speak via a video link and we'll have to see what happens for the cabaret tonight. Poor Tom getting injured but he was soldiering on and it was so nice to see him.

I will do a report when I eventually get home cos I'm normally so bad at these things and will try and update later.

Fic - The Ride of Your Life - Jack/Ianto - NC-17

Mon, 25 May 2009 12:57:33 GMT

Title: The Ride of Your Life
Pairing: Jack/Ianto
Spoilers: Minor S2
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Jack hires a Porsche and takes Ianto for a ride he’ll never forget.

Ianto couldn’t believe his eyes when he headed down into the hub garage. Jack was standing leaning against a car with his arms folded. Only this wasn’t any car, it was a black Porsche.

“Wow, is that a Porsche?” asked a surprised Ianto.

“Yes it is, you like it?” replied Jack as he stepped aside to let Ianto get a closer look at the car.

“Oh yeah it’s...hang on, you didn’t buy this did you?”

“Of course not, I hired it for a couple of days.” As Jack saw the look Ianto gave him he explained. “I know a guy who runs a car dealers, I got a good discount. Just trust me on this, ok?” He looked pleadingly at Ianto to trust him, the look that he always found hard to resist.

“OK, but why a Porsche?” replied Ianto as he walked around the car inspecting it and trying not to think about how Jack knew the car dealer.

“I thought we could go away for the weekend, take a drive out to the country, stay in a nice hotel. It’ll make a change from the SUV.”

“Are you feeling alright, Jack?” asked a surprised and slightly sceptical Ianto.

“Yes. Look I know things have been mad for the last...however long, but it’s been quiet this week and Gwen can take care of things here for a couple of days. You and I both need a break.”

“I won’t disagree with that. So where were you planning on taking me?” said Ianto as he approached Jack who was leaning against the side of the car. Jack took Ianto’s hands in his, pulling him against him.

“I’m taking you for the ride of your life,” said Jack as he thrust his body against Ianto’s and looked at him lustfully. Then he moved away from him and headed towards the door.

“Finish up here and then get packing, not that you’ll need any clothes. We’ll leave at 2.00pm.” Then Jack was gone leaving Ianto to compose himself.

Later that afternoon Ianto went down to the garage where Jack was waiting in the car for him. He put his bag into the car boot and then got into the passenger seat.

“Ready to go?” said Jack who was wearing sunglasses and grinning at Ianto.

“Oh yeah,” said Ianto, dropping his guard as he couldn’t help but stare at Jack thinking how much the car suited him and how hot he looked.

Jack put his hand on Ianto’s thigh and then started the car and drove off.

After driving for about half an hour Jack turned off the main road and drove down a dirt track.

“Jack, where are we going?” asked Ianto. Jack hadn’t told him where he was planning on taking him, but he had spent most of the journey with his hand on Ianto’s leg. At one point Jack had tried to grab his hand and place it on his crotch, but Ianto had pulled away and stopped him, telling him it was too dangerous while he was driving.

“You’ll see. We’re just making a stop here before we go on to the hotel, ok? Won’t take long.”

“But we’re in the middle of no-where, there’s nothing for miles around here.”

“Which is exactly why I’m driving down here,” replied Jack as he stopped the car off the track at a space that was surrounded by trees.

“Come on,” said Jack as jumped out of the car. Ianto followed him.

Jack then took off his coat and put it down on the car bonnet.

“What’re you doing?” asked Ianto, who knew the answer to his own question as Jack helped him take off his jacket and tie.

“You brought me all the way out here just to...” Ianto was stopped by Jack kissing him.

“Not just for that. Wait till you see where we’re going after. But come on, I bet you’ve never had sex on a car bonnet before.”

“That would be a no, but I imagine you have,” said Ianto with a sigh.

“Oh you wouldn’t believe...” seeing the look on Ianto’s face and knowing this wasn’t the time for tales of his sexual exploits Jack continued “Ianto, you’ll love it I promise. Come on, it’s a Porsche.”

“Well when you put it like that,” Ianto then sat on the edge of the bonnet pulling Jack in towards him and kissed him.

“Oh yeah, this is gonna be good,” said Jack as he pulled his braces off his shoulders and started to undo his shirt. Then he pushed Ianto back onto the bonnet and lay down on top of him. He kissed him hard while undoing his shirt buttons, pleased that he had nothing on underneath.

Ianto could feel Jack’s erection pressing against his hip. “Oh god Jack,” he cried as he found himself getting more and more aroused.

Jack then started kissing Ianto’s neck and then worked his way down his chest. He the undid Ianto’s trousers and pulled them down, along with his briefs, exposing his aroused body to the air.

“Oh yes,” said Jack as he took a moment to admire Ianto. “Have you any idea how hot you look like this, all sprawled out and hard for me?”

Before Ianto could answer, Jack slid down and took his cock into his mouth, causing him to let out a load groan. As Jack used his mouth on Ianto, he undid his own trousers and slid his hand down to his cock and started to stroke it.

“Please, Jack,” cried Ianto after a short time.

“What do you want, Ianto? Do you want to me to fuck you hard right here on the bonnet?” said Jack as he stood up and pulled down his trousers, exposing his hard cock to Ianto and the cool air.

“Oh god yes,” said Ianto as he sat up and kissed Jack hard and stroked his cock with his hand. “How should we?” he asked, a little unsure and being unsure of the logistics of having sex on a car bonnet.

Jack smiled. “Don’t worry, you’ll enjoy this, I promise.” He then turned Ianto onto his front, gently pushed him face down onto the car and then pulled a tube of lube out of his coat pocket. He put some on his fingers and pushed one inside Ianto, causing him to moan out. He quickly added a second and third finger which had Ianto pushing back trying to impale himself on them.

“You ready for me to fuck you?” asked Jack as he bent over to kiss Ianto who was at this point practically thrusting against the car enjoying the feel of the hard metal beneath him but grateful he had the soft lining of Jack’s coat acting as a cushion.

“Oh god yes Jack, please,” cried Ianto knowing that he wouldn’t last long.

Jack then stood up and slowly entered Ianto, enjoying the sight in front of him. Ianto clung onto Jack’s coat as he was thrust into. He found himself rubbing against the coat.

It didn’t take Ianto long to approach his climax. “Jack, I’m going to..” he cried out.

“That’s it, come for me Ianto. Let it go.”

Ianto came with a shout and Jack wasn’t far behind him. When it was over, Jack collapsed onto Ianto and wrapped his arms around him.

“Oh that was good,” said Jack as he kissed Ianto.

“Oh yeah. Um, Jack, do you mind? You’re a bit heavy,” said Ianto as he started to feel the weight of Jack on him.

“Sorry,” said Jack jumping off him.

“Oh shit,” said Ianto as he got up and started to pull his clothes back on.

“What is it?” asked Jack as he pulled up his trousers.

“Your coat...I...I’m sorry,” said Ianto looking embarrassed.

Jack laughed. “We just had hot sex on a Porsche and you’re worried about my coat?” Jack then kissed Ianto. “Don’t worry, I’ve got some wipes in the car,” he said as he walked around the car and pulled out a packet of wipes.

“You had this all planned out, didn’t you?” said Ianto.

“Oh, yeah. And the weekend’s only just started. Wait till you see what else I’ve got in store for you,” said Jack grinning.

“Can’t wait,” said Ianto as he used the wipes to clean the coat.

“That’s enough,” said Jack as he stopped Ianto from wiping the coat. “I like having some of you on my coat.”

“You would,” said Ianto rolling his eyes.

“Don’t worry, I’d like you to come on me later.”

“Um, Jack, save that kind of talk for later if you want us to get to this hotel anytime soon,” said Ianto a little flustered.

“You’re right. Wait till you see the room I’ve booked for us,” said Jack smiling as he walked towards the car door.

Ianto looked at the car before walking towards the door on his side. He knew one thing for sure. He’d never be able to look at a Porsche in the same way again.

London Marathon - non sighting of Kai Owen

Sun, 26 Apr 2009 15:08:05 GMT

So today I went and watched the London Marathon in the hope of spotting Kai and failed:) I stood for around an hour near Tower Bridge at the time he'd expected to be there and didn't see him. I did however see Peter Andre and Katie Price AKA Jordan, not the people I wanted to see...
Then went to Canary Wharf and stood there for a while on the off chance.

Still it was fun to watch everyone including a man dressed as Pamela Anderson (I'm not kidding), policemen, rhinos, spiderman and lots of other interesting outfits.

I hope Kai did ok and was disappointed I didn't get to see him, but I will see him in Chicago which is only about 5 weeks away now, can't wait.

Who's Your Inner European?

Wed, 22 Apr 2009 18:28:12 GMT

Snagged this from stargazer60 because I have nothing better to do, and well because I am actually European, well British:)

Your Inner European is French!

Smart and sophisticated.
You have the best of everything - at least, *you* think so.
Who's Your Inner European?

Tweets for Today

Sat, 07 Mar 2009 23:03:31 GMT

23:28 hates pop out ads on web pages - go away:) needs to sleep now. #

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Tweets for Today

Fri, 06 Mar 2009 23:04:18 GMT

17:23 Did euromillions syndicate and work and forgot the bring numbers home. 85m. Dont suppose we'll win though:) #
17:53 John Barrowman on the One Show at 7.00pm. Can't wait to see him on TV again:) #

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Tweets for Today

Thu, 05 Mar 2009 23:05:15 GMT

17:39 Burn Gorman will be at the hub 2 on the Sunday! Never expected that. Is tired and glad it's Friday tommorow:) #

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Tweets for Today

Thu, 26 Feb 2009 23:05:13 GMT

18:06 If anyone reads this John Barrowman is NOT on twitter, anyone pretending to be him is an imposter, how gullible can some people be:) #

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Gallifrey 2009

Wed, 18 Feb 2009 22:05:44 GMT

Got back from LA yesterday and am still tired. Had a brilliant time at Gallifrey and here's my brief report and ramblings on it.

The weekend started arriving on Wednesday afternoon after an 11 hour flight exhausted and jetlagged. Later found out that apparently one Keany Reeves was on my flight but sadly never saw him.

Anyway met up with marita_c which was cool and went to bed reasonably early and failed to get much sleep.

The next day we attempted to navigate our way round LA by bus. Went to Santa Monica which is a a nice place, warm weather, sandy beaches and palm trees, A world away from snowy, freezing cold London. Went around Hollywood which was basically one big tourist trap but was still fun to see.

Thursday night and the con unofficially started in the hotel lobby. Spoke to Kai briefly which was good and spotted some of the other Who guests and writers wandering around.

Friday there was a Kai & Gareth Q&A, (with a surprise appearance by Naoko) Wendy Padbury & Nicola Bryant, Phil Collinson and opening ceremonies. Later there was the toga party to which Kai and Gareth did an amusing skit, although I only saw it because I wandered into the room and so only caught part of it. Talking to Kai later he joked that it was becoming a regular thing

Hanged around the bar for a bit and got talking to Kai. He now knows who I am which is cool, also talked a bit to Phil Ford, almost stood next to Colin Baker but didn't have the nerve to talk to him. The man has presence. Then went down to watch the karaoke for a bit and Kai showed up and sung Don't let the sun go down on me (Elton John) and hymns and ariahs that he sung at the hub. Absolutely brilliant.

Saturday started with an hour with Gary Russell and I am so a big fan of his now. I asked him about the Twilight Streets and he said how he wanted to write a Ianto story and he also wanted to include Bilis because he wasn't in S2. He is very enthusiastic about TW and a lovely guy. He also did a lot of the Q&As and interviews on stage.
He also sat behind me on my flight back but did I say anything to him? No. Sadly I didn't have time to get his autograph and now I will have to go to Bad Wolf because he will be there.
Then there was the photo studio with Nicola Bryant, Wendy Padbury, Phil Collinson and Frazier Hines where you got your photo taken with them all together, that was fun. I do like Phil Collinson, he's a great guy.
Then I got autos from Kai, Phil Ford and James Moran but Gary Russell had left for another panel before I could get his:) There was Gareth being interviewed by Toby Hadoke who is a funny guy and Nicola Bryant and Wendy Padbury interviews
Kai and Phil Ford did the commentary to Something Borrowed which was brilliant and funny..
Saturday night was the masquerade including one guy who I'd got talking to dressed up as Captain Jack and he looked hot. I mean it was nice to actually see guys dressed as him. Then there was Toby Hadoke's "Moths ate my Dr Who scarf" play which I wasn't expecting to like but it was very funny.
There was a late night panel about adult themes in Dr Who and TW but it was bascially some fans sat in a room discussing the relationships on both shows. To be honest I was really too tired to pay much attention at that stage. There was a late night dance but they were paying icky love songs so didn't stick around:)

Sunday it was Kai and Gareth's photo session then ran into the Impact of TW panel to catch the end of it, Shame those two things had to clash because James Moran and Phil Ford were on it talking about some interesting TW stuff.
Kai and Gareth of course only did their photos on the Sunday because they went to watch the Wales v England rugby match in a bar in LA. 6,000 miles from home and they have to go and watch a rugby match?
Anyway, there was Colin Baker and Nicola Bryant on stage together which was interesting, another Kai & Gareth Q & A, Phil Collinson did the commentary for Journey's End and then the closing ceremonies and it was all over.

Overall it was a brilliant, well organised con and even if I felt a bit lost at times (there were 1300 people there) I am mad enough to consider going back next year, regardless of the guests (although they already announced Peter Davison and are close to getting Georgia Moffatt)

Next up - The Hub!

FIc - Snowing In - Jack/Ianto - NC17

Sun, 08 Feb 2009 21:02:20 GMT

Title: Snowed In
Pairing: Jack/Ianto
Spoilers: Set some time after Exit Wounds but not real spoilers.
Rating: NC-17
Summary: After some heavy snow, Jack and Ianto find themselves snowed in at the hub. As you would expect with these two, they find plenty to occupy themselves with. Smut.

Jack walked out of his office and towards the hub door as he heard it open. He smiled at the sight in front of him. Ianto was covered in snow clutching a bag.

“Snowing?”

“Yeah, just a bit. Was lucky any of the shops were open. Must be a good six inches out there.”

“I’ve got more than six inches in here,” said Jack with a grin.

Ianto rolled his eyes trying to ignore the innuendo. “You made the right decision telling Gwen to stay at home, the roads are bad. Anyway, there’s coffee and doughnuts here.” He set the bag on the table and took his gloves and coat off.

“Thank you, Ianto. Bring them up to my office.”

Jack walked off to his office leaving Ianto to try and brush the snow off himself.

“So,” said Jack as he took a mouthful of the doughnut and picked up the coffee cup, “I don’t think any aliens are going to visit us in this weather.”

“Let’s hope not,” agreed Ianto as he perched on the edge of Jack’s desk. “They’ve been visiting us far too much lately.”

“I know things have been mad lately. I want you to know I’m grateful for everything you’ve done. And I’m working on bringing in two people in to help, hopefully that’ll help take the pressure off us.”

“Good. So what’s the plan for today?” asked Ianto as he picked up a doughnut.

“I think it’s time you had a one to one with your boss,” said Jack as he licked some sugar off his lips.

“Do you now?” said Ianto raising his eyebrows. “Well a good boss takes care of his employees.”

“Yes, and he also needs to check on their performance sometimes, you know make sure they’re meeting their boss’s needs.”

“A good boss also makes sure that his employee is achieving job satisfaction,” said Ianto as he moved off the desk and walked around to stand beside Jack.

Jack moved his chair sideways so he was facing Ianto, or rather able to stare at his crotch in the just too tight trousers he was wearing.

“Oh don’t worry Ianto, when the day’s over you’ll be more than satisfied,” said Jack as he put a hand on Ianto’s thigh.

Ianto moved in closer to Jack who removed his hand while he drunk his coffee.

“Here, finish your coffee, then we can get down to some business,” said Jack as he handed Ianto his coffee.

Ianto tried to drink the coffee as quickly as he could which was rare for him and difficult as the coffee was still hot, but he managed it.

Jack just smiled and watched Ianto as he drunk his coffee a little flustered, knowing what was to come. As Ianto put his cup down, Jack resumed stroking his thigh. He slowly ran his hand up and down the outside of his leg, then moved to the inside of his leg. He ran his hand up Ianto’s leg stopping short of his crotch.

“Jacket and shoes off,” commanded Jack. Ianto did as he was told and then moved back towards him.

Jack pulled Ianto in closer to him so their legs were touching. He then undid his waistcoat, sliding it off him and throwing it onto the desk. He did the same with his tie and started to unbutton his shirt.

Ianto stayed silent, simply watching Jack who smiled to himself when he noticed Ianto was getting hard.

“So many layers, Ianto,” sighed Jack as his hands ran over the tshirt Ianto was wearing under his shirt.

“Could say the same about you. Besides it’s cold out.”

“I know. Still, undressing you is fun,” said Jack with a smile as he pulled Ianto’s now undone shirt out of his trousers, taking it off him and throwing it on the desk. He then ran his hands under the tshirt.

Ianto gasped at the feel of Jack’s fingers on his bare skin. Jack then quickly pulled the tshirt up and over Ianto’s head and it joined his other clothes on the desk.

“Much better,” said Jack as he ran his fingers up Ianto’s chest, stroking the hair and then playing with his nipples causing the younger man to moan out. He then pulled Ianto down for a quick kiss, not moving from his chair.

Jack then unbuckled Ianto’s belt, removing it from his trousers and putting it down on the desk.

“Lean against the desk,” said Jack as he manoeuvred Ianto to stand in front of him with his back against the desk. Jack then moved his chair in as close to Ianto as he could so he was practically standing between his legs and penned in.

Jack proceeded to lick and suck on Ianto’s nipples. The younger man’s arms went around Jack in an attempt to pull him closer but he wouldn’t allow it. The older man drew back and grabbed Ianto’s hands, placing them on either side of the desk.

“No touching ok? This is for you, we’ve got all day Ianto, and I intend to make the most of it. Let me do all the work, just relax and enjoy it.”

“But Jack...”

“Shh, no buts. Listen, later on you can have your way with me, you can touch me as much as you like, do what you want with me. That sound fair?”

“Yes,” said Ianto as he thought about some of the things he could do to Jack.

Jack then undid the button on Ianto’s trousers but paused before pulling down the zip.

“Jack, you’re driving me crazy here.”

“That’s the general idea,” replied Jack with a grin. “You’re hard for me aren’t you?” he said as he stroked Ianto’s hard cock through his trousers.

“Oh god yes,” he moaned out as he enjoyed Jack’s touch. Then Jack stopped.

“Come on, let’s take this downstairs,” said Jack as he led Ianto down to his quarters.

Jack sat on the bed and made Ianto stand in front of him. He pulled down his trousers and helped him step out of them, along with his socks.

“Much better,” said Jack as he teased Ianto’s straining cock through the white boxer briefs he was wearing. He then ran his fingers under the rim of the briefs at the top of Ianto’s thighs and skimmed the area, being careful not to touch his cock. Ianto attempted to thrust his hips forward in an attempt to get Jack to touch him but he found himself being held back.

“Patience, I’ll get there, ok?” said Jack. Ianto simply sighed and knew that protesting would make Jack draw it out even more. Much as he loved having sex with Jack, it could be frustrating sometimes. He treated sex almost as an art form and loved to make it last.

A minute later and Ianto’s patience was rewarded with Jack pulling off his briefs and starting to stroke his cock. Then he took it in his mouth and Ianto had to hold onto Jack’s shoulders as he took it all the way down his throat.

Jack pulled back and led him to sit on the bed. He leant over and started sucking Ianto’s cock again but then he stopped. “Let’s do this a different way,” he said as he made him lie down with his legs over his own.

He started to stroke Ianto’s cock and with his other hand played with his balls.

“Jack,” Ianto cried out as he knew he wouldn’t last long.

“Going to make you come now, Ianto. Want to see you come all over yourself for me.”

Ianto felt a little vulnerable being at Jack’s mercy like this while he was naked and the other man was still fully clothed. “You’re wearing too many clothes,” he said in an attempt to distract Jack.

“I’ll strip for you later. Right now I...” Jack was interrupted by a load groan from Ianto as he ran his thumb over a particularly sensitive spot on the younger man’s cock.

“Oh fuck Jack.”

“That’s it, come for me. Give it up for me.”

Jack had slipped one hand inside his trousers as he continued to manipulate Ianto. The response he was getting from him and seeing him come undone was incredibly arousing. He needed to try and relieve some of the pressure or he thought he might just come in his trousers which he really didn’t want to do.

When he saw Ianto was close, he removed his hand from his trousers and used both hands on him. Barely a few seconds later and he exploded with a shout onto himself and Jack’s hand.

As soon as Ianto had come and was lying back trying to recover, Jack got up. He was getting hot so he pulled down his braces and took his shirt off, pulling his tshirt out of his trousers. He then sat back down on the bed and leaned over to kiss Ianto.

He ran his fingers through the come on Ianto’s stomach and then seeing he was watching him, he sucked on his fingers tasting him. He then licked the remaining come off Ianto and kissed him, letting him taste himself.

“Beautiful, just beautiful,” murmured Jack as he drew back and looking at a slightly flushed Ianto.

“That was good. Very good,” said Ianto with a sigh.

Jack put his arms around the younger man and pulled him close.

After a moment of lying quietly together Ianto put his hand up Jack’s tshirt, running it over his chest.

“Time for you to lose the clothes, don’t you think,” said Ianto.

Jack got up and started to do a bit of a strip tease, slowly removing his clothes as Ianto watched in awe. He thought he’d never get tired of looking at Jack’s body.

Finally, Jack was naked and he lay on the bed beside Ianto who pulled him in for a kiss. They spent some time kissing and touching each other, enjoying the skin to skin contact.

Then Ianto got up and walked over to a nearby chest of drawers. He came back with a tube of lube.

“Ah, so you want to have your way with me now?” said Jack grinning as he stroked his cock and spread his legs in anticipation.

“Yes, but not in the way you think,” said Ianto as he got back on the bed straddling Jack’s thighs.

“You want to ride me?” asked Jack as Ianto stroked his cock.

“Oh yeah. Want to prepare me?” he asked as he handed Jack the lube and turned around so his backside was in front of Jack.

“Come here you,” said Jack before he took Ianto by surprise, grabbing his thighs and pulling him back, burying his face in his arse. Ianto practically screamed out when he felt Jack’s tongue trying to get inside him.

“Jack, please, stop,” said Ianto as he tried to move away from Jack. As much as he loved Jack doing that to him, it was just too intense for him at that time.

“You ok?” asked a concerned Jack.

“Yes, I’m fine, it’s just a bit intense. I’m ready, just lube up ok?”

Jack did as Ianto told him and lubed up his cock, then smeared some on his fingers and slipped two inside Ianto. Before Jack knew what was happening, Ianto had moved his fingers away, and positioned himself over Jack’s cock.

He groaned as he sank down onto Jack’s hard cock. He loved this position, he got to control the pace and penetration, not to mention that Jack loved watching him like this.

Jack knew he wouldn’t last long. This wasn’t helped by Ianto reaching behind himself and grabbing Jack’s balls. He held onto Ianto’s hips and thrust up into him. Knowing that Jack was close, Ianto starting stroking his own cock frantically and managed to come all over himself just before Jack did.

Both men then collapsed onto the bed and didn’t move for a few moments as they tried to regain their composure.

Jack then threw an arm around Ianto and kissed him. “That was incredible.”

“Oh yeah. Just gets better and better,” said a smiling Ianto.

“We’ve still got the rest of the day ahead of us,” said Jack with innuendo in his voice.

“Can we at least have a break first,” said Ianto with a sigh. “Why what else did you have in mind?” he asked, not being sure if he wanted to hear the answer.

“You know, we haven’t played naked hide and seek for a while,” replied Jack grinning.

Ianto rested his head on Jack’s chest and smiled to himself. If he was honest he was glad that they’d been snowed in. He knew it was going to be one unforgettable day.

Gareth at Memorabilia

Sat, 22 Nov 2008 21:52:11 GMT

Today I met Gareth at Memorabilia in Birmingham. Details and pic under cut

Hello gorgeous. Yes that's what he said to me. I nearly died, still it just about made my year:)

I asked him if he'd finished filming, he said yes although I think that's widely known anyway, I asked him if he'd had a cast party and said yes it was at John's house last week. I can only imagine what that was like, oh to be a fly on the wall:)

He thinks series 3 will either air in early March or early summer, those are the two rumours he's heard. So who knows?

I managed to get a not too bad pic of him but it's a little blurry. Even after having met him more than a few times now I still can't hold my camera steady.

And I'm going to see him again at his gig next week at Walthamstow which is handily very near me. Should be interesting especially as his music isn't really my thing, I'm too much of a trashy pop fan lol, but I'm sure I'll enjoy it, let's face it hearing Gareth scream and shout can only be a good thing right?

Here is pic:

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And a bit more about yesterday, was glad I went even if John was only on for 10 mins. Luckily it didn't rain and wasn't too cold. Couldn't get any good pics as I just wasn't near enough and it was too crowded. He sang What About Us, I love that song, and they did a quick interview with him, nothing you haven't heard before. Then I managed to leg it round to the back of the stage area just in time to see John being whisked out in a car.:)

Yet more Gareth (and a little bit of John)

Thu, 06 Nov 2008 18:15:15 GMT

Gareth will be at Birmingham Memorabilia at the NEC on 22 & 23 November, and I'm probably going to go on the Saturday, anyone else going?
The first time I met Gareth was at this event last year:)

And as if that wasn't enough (having only just seen him at the hub & signing in London) he's also at Roomes stores, Upminster on Sunday 7 December to which I'll also be going as it's only half an hour away from me. He's also in Norwich on that Saturday (not going to that one:)) Busy man. I'm running out of things for him to sign...And he'll be fed up with seeing me lol.

Gareth is actually in Birmingham this Saturday, at this Kool Skools thing but I'm off to see John up the road at the Christmas Lights concert at Millenium Point. He's meant to be on at 5.00 off at 5.10 and I'm sure it'll be packed but hey it'll be worth it. I wish they'd do something together, I know they're completely different musically but they could sing that Meatloaf song Gareth mentioned in an interview and John could be Cher:)

Seriously John has so many TV appearances and stuff coming up I can't keep up, my diary has almost nothing but TW related stuff in it.

And in other news they've announced Eve for the hub 2 yay!

Fic - Back to Normal - Jack/Ianto - NC-17

Mon, 27 Oct 2008 19:18:56 GMT

Title: Back to Normal
Pairing: Jack/Ianto
Spoilers: Almost Perfect
Rating: NC-17
Summary: This is set the morning after the end of Almost Perfect. You don’t need to have read the book to read this, but it will probably help if you know what happened. It's a bit fluffy with a little bit of smut.

Ianto woke up and looked at the alarm clock beside the bed. It was early and Jack was sound asleep in the bed beside him which almost never happened. Something was different. He was a man again. The events of the past week came flooding back to him and he looked down at his naked body underneath the covers. Yes, definitely a man again. He smiled to himself in relief.

He got out of bed and walked over to the full length mirror by the window. He looked at his reflection. Ianto wasn't normally one for spending a lot of time in front of the mirror, unlike Jack, but this was different. He was suddenly very appreciative of the male body he'd missed so much. He just stared at himself for a few minutes, taking in the maleness, when for the last week he'd had to look at the reflection of a female body that wasn't his.

He ran his hands over his chest, enjoying the feel of his male body, down to his legs and then his cock. He took it in his hand and gave it a good feel along with his balls. It wasn't a sexual touch, he just needed to reassure himself that everything was as it should be. He'd really missed having a cock, he thought to himself as he toyed with it. He could pee standing up again. He was just about to head off to the bathroom and do exactly that when he felt arms come around him and a kiss on his cheek.

"Morning, gorgeous," said Jack wrapping his arms around him tightly. "Welcome back, Ianto Jones."

"It's good to be back," replied Ianto, leaning into Jack's embrace.

"I see you're all man again," said Jack as he looked at Ianto's reflection in the mirror.

"I can't tell you how good it feels," said Ianto as he leant his head against Jack.

"You ok?" asked a concerned Jack.

"Yeah, it just feels a bit strange that's all. Last night I was still female, now I'm back to being male again."

"You don't regret last night do you?" Jack was concerned that Ianto was regretting last night when they'd had sex while Ianto was still female. He had initiated it and seemed more than satisfied with what they did, but Jack felt he needed to reassure him.

"No, not at all." Ianto turned to face Jack and put his arms around his neck. Jack puts his arms around his waist pulling him in closer.

"Jack, I wanted it last night. I very much enjoyed it and don't regret it."

"I knew it was you in there, I mean I was having sex with you, Ianto Jones, even though you were female. It wasn't like I was sleeping with some random woman."

"Jack, I know it's fine." Ianto then kissed Jack to reassure him. Jack smiled back at Ianto.

"Glad you're back to yourself. I missed you."

"I missed me too."

"You know, maybe we should check. That everything's in full working order, just to be sure." said Jack grinning.

"Well just to be sure. But first I really need to pee. I can do it standing up again," said Ianto excitedly.

Jack kissed Ianto and then stepped back. Ianto wanted Jack to follow him into the bathroom. Jack just stood and watched him as he did what he had to do, smiling at how proud he was of such a simple thing, that they, as men, took for granted. Jack then led him back to the bed and pulled him down, wrapping his arms around him.

They spent some time kissing and touching each other, enjoying the intimacy between them that they'd missed for the previous week.

Jack then moved off Ianto and pushed him to lie on his back, laying a hand on his chest and toying with the hairs. Ianto put a hand on Jack's arm to try and pull him closer but Jack stopped him.

"Let me do this. For now just lie back and let me do the work, I want to feel you again."

Ianto merely nodded, understanding what Jack wanted to do.

Jack continued his exploration of Ianto's body. He played with his nipples, causing the younger man to moan out. Then he ran his fingers down over his stomach, hips and thighs, avoiding his cock, much to Ianto's frustration.

"Shh, patience, I'm getting there," said Jack who didn't want to be rushed.

"Please, Jack. Want you to touch me," begged Ianto.

Jack did as Ianto asked him. He took Ianto's cock in his hand and started stroking it, he also played with his balls. Before he could protest again, Jack took his cock into mouth. He had to put his hands on the younger man's hips to stop him thrusting up into his mouth too much, that was how eager he was for release.

Ianto took the hint and tried to hold himself back. As Jack expertly sucked him, it didn't take him long to approach his climax. He exploded with a yell as Jack sucked him dry.

Jack moved back up and kissed a recovering Ianto, letting him taste himself on him.

"Missed that," said Ianto as he smiled at Jack.

"Me too. But don't worry, we're just getting started. What would you like to do?"

"Want you inside me," replied Ianto without hesitation. "I mean I know you were inside me last night, but it was different, it felt completely different."

"I know. It felt different for me as well. Much as I enjoyed last night, I want to be deep inside your gorgeous, tight ass."

"Oh god Jack, I want that too." Ianto could feel his cock already stirring back to life.

Jack kissed Ianto passionately then got up and went to Ianto's chest of drawers where he knew he kept some lube. He pulled out a tube and then went back to the bed.

"Think we might need this," said Jack as he waved the tube in front of Ianto.

"I think so too," replied Ianto smiling.

"So how do you want it?"

Ianto thought for a moment before deciding how he wanted it. He turned over onto his front indicating to Jack what he wanted. "Hard and fast," he said simply.

"You got it," said Jack before he covered Ianto's body with his own, put his hand on the back of his head and manoevred so he could kiss him.

Then he moved back and opened the lube.

"On your knees then, better that way," said Jack as he put his hands on Ianto's legs and helped him move into the position he wanted.

He coated his fingers with lube, massaged Ianto and then inserted a finger inside him which made Ianto yelp.

"Sorry, did I hurt you?" asked Jack as he paused.

"No, it's fine. It just feels like it's been longer than a week, you know?"

"We can take it slow, I don't want to hurt you."

"You won't. It's fine Jack, I need to feel you, don't hold back, ok?"

"Ok, if that's what you want."

Jack then continued and pushed another finger inside Ianto, then when he had adjusted to the intrusion added a third. Ianto started to relax and enjoy the stimulation Jack was giving him.

"Oh god Jack," said Ianto as he tried to push back onto Jack's fingers. "Need you to fuck me already."

Jack did as Ianto asked and removed his fingers, replacing them with his cock and slowly pushed himself inside him.

As he started to move, Ianto begged him to go harder and faster. Jack deliberately held back though, no matter how much Ianto wanted it he wasn't going to hurt him.

Jack leaned forward and wrapped his arms around Ianto's chest. "Trust me, ok. I'm going to make this good for you, I promise."

Jack then slowly moved backwards until he was sitting on his heels, taking Ianto with him. He kept his arms tightly around Ianto's chest and moved one hand down to start stroking his cock.

"Oh my fucking god," yelled out Ianto as Jack shifted his position slightly and hit Ianto in just the right spot.

"That's it Ianto, let it go, let it all go," encouraged Jack as he continued to thrust up into Ianto.

Ianto grabbed onto Jack's arm for support feeling like he was about to fall.

"I've got you," said Jack as he tightened his arm around Ianto's chest.

"Jack, I..." said Ianto, unable to finish his sentence because he was losing control due to the feeling of Jack moving inside him.

Jack continued to hold him and stroke his cock, encouraging him to come which he did after a short time. As he came with a string of noises and various swear words, Jack held onto him and his own release followed soon after. Then they both collapsed onto the bed.

"Wow," said Ianto a few minutes later after he'd recovered.

"Oh yeah," agreed Jack. "That was definitely worth waiting for."

"Do we have to go in today?" asked Ianto after he'd kissed Jack again.

"No, I think we both deserve a day off. I'll call Gwen in a bit."

"What will you tell her?"

"That I'm going to spend all day in bed with a gorgeous guy."

"Do I know him?" said Ianto dryly.

"Ha! You know him very well. No seriously she knows you were due to change back last night. I'm sure she can use her imagination."

"Not sure I like the sound of that. Still, all day in bed?"

"Oh yeah. You and I have some lost time to make up for."

"I'd like that."

"Come here you," said Jack as he pulled Ianto into his arms and kissed him passionately. They spent a few moments exchanging slow, soft kisses.

"I wanted to say thank you," said Ianto as he snuggled down into Jack's embrace.

"What for?" said Jack as he placed a kiss on Ianto's head.

"For being so understanding. About the whole thing."

"Hey what else would I do? I know it wasn't easy for you, and I think you handled it brilliantly. I'm proud of you," said Jack as he drew his arms tighter around Ianto.

After they'd been in bed for a few minutes Jack sat up.

"Right, I'll phone Gwen and make us some breakfast, why don't you take a shower?" suggested Jack.

While Ianto was in the shower, Jack called Gwen telling her him and Ianto wouldn't be in that day and not to call them unless the world was about to end.

Then he made breakfast for them both.

"Breakfast?" said Jack as Ianto walked into the kitchen.

"I missed this too," said Ianto as Jack set a plate in front of him.

"Today we're going to be doing lots of things we couldn't do this last week," said Jack as he bent down and kissed Ianto on the head. "Coffee?" he said as he placed a mug of coffee in front of Ianto, who looked at him in surprise.

"It's only instant," said Jack as he saw Ianto looking at the mug suspiciously. Jack's previous attempts to make proper coffee had all failed miserably.

"It's fine," said Ianto as he took a sip of the coffee. “Thank you.”

“Stop thanking me. Let me take care of you for once. I might even cook you dinner tonight,” said Jack with a smile.

“Are you feeling alright?” said Ianto mocking slightly.

“Never better. Just glad to have my man back, that’s all.”

“Your man.” Ianto liked the sound of that.

“Yes. Now eat your breakfast. You’ll need the energy for later,” said Jack grinning.

Ianto smiled to himself, glad that things were back to normal.

The Hub Convention

Mon, 20 Oct 2008 18:45:49 GMT

Can't say enough how brilliant this con was. John, Gareth and Kai were fantastic and gave us fans more than we ever could have hoped for. Seriously actual man kissing and lots of it, plus the flashing. Still can't believe it all happened.

Here's my highlights. I didn't get many good pics and sadly none of the said snoggage or other naughtiness. Despite having a decent camera I just couldn't get the right shots from where I was sitting and think I was too distracted to be able to take decent pics of the crucial moments:) Still there are many droll worthy ones out there and I haven't beem able to stop staring at them:) I'll post the better ones when I've gone through them.

I'll come back and add more to this as and when I remember things oh and hi to everyone I met even if I don't remember who you all were:)...

Friday

Saw Gareth in the lift, he recognised me and shook my hand. Briefly chatted and discovered he was staying on the same floor as me which was a bit strange but I praised myself on being totally cool about it, leaving him with a "see you later" and deliberately not looking towards his room:) Was holding a beer which he seemed to be practically every time I saw him:)

Opening ceremony was cool, with John, Gareth and Naoko on stage. Gareth was wearing his shorts and John took the opportunity to stroke his leg and call him a manslut.

Then we had the gold pass drinks reception party. It was a bit crowded in there but still good fun. John seemed to be the hardest to see not suprisingly but the crew were good and made sure everyone moved so people were able to chat to him. It was great to shake his hand and be able to have a quick chat with him.

When Gareth saw me he told someone "I've met her loads of times," lol to which I said something like "yeah, whatever." Briefly saw Kai when he arrived but didn't get a chance to talk to Naoko.

Saturday

Got all the photos done in the morning which was great. There was the gold pass photo which was very strange. Basically you got your photo taken with all the guests who were there on the day. It was a bit of an OMG moment but a nice photo to have. Met Lachlan for the first time in the photo shoot, a really nice guy and got a hug. Paul Kasey is also lovely as well.

Then there were the talks in the afternoon. John was first up, then Gareth, Kai & Naoko. Then I went on the initimate encounter with Gareth. Ended up costing £90 which I thought was well worth it to sit and talk with Gareth over coffee (and biscuits) for 45 mins with 11 other people.

Can't remember everything that was said but did say he wouldn't be naked in S3, that he has bigger role than he had in S2 and that he's in LA for couple of months early next year but that he might come back for the hub 2. He proceeded to slag off Rhydian over the face of Cardiff thing which was amusing, but he's a little mystified by it himself.

He said there had been TW filming in London for a couple of days but he didn't get to go. So was glad I didn't miss too much by ironically being in Cardiff at that time.

Then everyone was on Stage which was a great panelwith much innuendo and naughtiness as you'd expect. Now I didn't realise till afterwards that John and Gareth actually kissed, I thought they were just doing the fake kissing thing they'd done before because I couldn't see too well from where I was sitting, but the pics show otherwise and lovely pics they are too. And then Gareth sat on John's knee...

There was dinner with the cast auctioned off. You got to sit with Gareth and I think that went for around £3oo I think or was it £500, I forget. If I hadn't gone on the intimate encounter I think I might have bid and much as I'd love to have dinner with him or any of the cast, I thought it was going a bit

too far. John didn't go to the dinner, I'm sure it would have been much higher if he had, he was probably watching strictly come dancing which he was on for about a minute:) There was also a place to sit with Kai, I forget how much that went for but it was slightly less.

Maybe next time I'll go for it...

Then there was the Saturday night big band 30/40s type party and of course the highlight of the whole con which was John, Gareth and Kai doing the play which was basically a little mickey taking of Torchwood and most importantly they all snogged each other and flashed their backsides. Still can't believe I was standing only a few feet away from them doing that.

Sunday

Got gold tickets for the hub 2 first thing then got John's signings. Total fanboy moment when he flicked through my TW archive book and said to his sister Carole who was sat next to him that she had to buy him one. Thanked him for the previous night which he seemed to appreciate. Then got everyone else's autograph. Waited to see John leave the signings area as he had to catch a flight to LA. He hugged Kai and Gareth and much to the appreciation of those of us who were watching, kissed Gareth again or at least pretended to. He said goodbye to everyone which was nice and I was sad to see him leave.

From what I heard John was happy with everything and hopefully even if he isn't at the hub 2, will do more cons and events in the future.

I asked Gareth if he had read the TW books when I got mine signed, he said he hasn't yet but intends too. I asked him about Almost Perfect and he'd said he's heard about it and thought it was funny.

There were more talks in the afternoon. Gareth and Kai were hilarious together and both of them burst into song at various times. Then the highlight, they both dropped their trousers and we all got a nice view of their underwear. Then everyone was on stage and seeing Gareth and Sara, his ex having a bit of a go at each other was quite interesting, although he did stress they are still friends:) The boys did gang up on the girls a bit but they gave as good as they got.

Then it was all over which was sad because it went so quick and has to be the best con ever.

On the Sunday night, everyone else had left, before Gareth left he was running around like a mad thing and even got onto the dance floor briefly. Then those who were left were treated to a rendition of a Blue Gillespie song which I enjoyed even though his music isn't my thing:)

Then just about everyone hugged him including me. Well I had to:)

And that's it. Roll on the next one...

Cardiff Meet Up

Wed, 03 Sep 2008 18:42:00 GMT

Here's my report of the Cardiff meetup which was brilliant, had a great time and met some lovely people!

Friday

Got to Cardiff in the afternoon and managed to find my hotel which turned out to be very nice, had a large room on the 11th floor with a nice view although it was north facing so couldn't see towards the bay.

Made my way down to the Prince of Wales pub near the station and met up with Tessa and a few others who were then when I got there. We spent some time talking, drinking and then got dinner. The bears were already out, as was the Captain Jack action figure who was having fun with a straw:)

We then went to the ice rink which took ages to get to after having to wait for a bus which then took a long time to get there. I decided not to skate being a bit tired, well ok I was probably scared of falling over as I haven't been in years:)

Saturday

Met up at the station and then got on a bus down to the bay. It turned out to be a really hot day which I shouldn't complain about but wish I'd opted to wear shorts instead of jeans:) We had out photos taken at the water tower and then at Ianto's door (resists the temptation to make joke about Ianto's tourist entrance) on the bay.

I was amused by the rather large guy who sat on the bench reading his book oblivious to the large group of fangirls by the tourist office door. Still, I'm sure he's seen it all before as have most of the locals at this stage.

And who should happen to walk past us when we were going towards the St David's hotel? RTD himself! As he walked past I thought "that guy looks like RTD" then I looked back at him and realised it was him by which time most of the others were busy jumping up and down and squeeing like hell. "OMFG that was RTD!!!!!"

Then we saw him again when we went back to the bay, he was sat at a cafe table and being the respecting fangirls that we were we kept our distance (well sort of):)

Next up was the DW exhibition which I've been to before but is worth another look.

Next was grabbing some lunch and eating it on the plas, then a boat trip where the driver was a DW fan and made the dalek noise on his boat causing much cheering:)

We went out to the barage and had a wander around, missing the boat back beacuse some of us got stuck behind the barriers so we had to get the next boat back with the same driver:)

Some other random pics I took:

The Norweigian church:

Across the bay from St David's hotel:

Then we went back into town, got take aways and headed back to kat's flat where we had a fun evening of games and chat.

Sunday

We went around the city centre and unfortunately it rained so we couldn't have our picnic in the park, instead we bought some food and Sandra kindly let us have lunch in her flat.

The rest of the day we had a quick guided tour of the city where Kat pointed out various TW & DW locations, then we stopped at Forbidden Planet. People started to leave at various points throughout the day and a small group of us headed back to the Prince of Wales where we had drinks and dinner.

That evening we were down to 5 and we headed to the multi storey car park where I think we were trying to work out the exact spot used in Kiss Kiss Bang Bang, yes I know the things TW does to us:)

Then it was time to go back to the hotel, got a train back home the next morning and was sad to leave. Was a brilliant weekend, met some great people some of who I know I will see again at some point.

When I got home spent some time catching up on LJ and forums. Some great stuff coming out of Dragon Con, especially Gareth saying that him and John text each other pictures of their male body parts!!! I love this fandom.

Fic - Loving the Coat - Jack/Ianto - NC-17

Mon, 25 Aug 2008 16:18:05 GMT

Title: Loving the Coat
Pairing: Jack/Ianto
Spoilers: None
Word Count: 1613
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Ianto has to repair Jack's coat but ends up doing more than repairing it.
Note: This is my attempt at writing something involving the coat, call it coatkink if you like.

Jack and Ianto had returned to the hub after a night of weevil hunting. They'd come across a particularly difficult weevil who managed to elude them and caused a lot of damage to Jack's coat in the process much to his annoyance.

Ianto took the coat down to Jack's quarters, saying he would do his best to repair the damage. He opened a drawer and pulled out a box. A box where he kept the things which he used to mend Jack's clothes.    Jack would get upset if any damage was done to them and Ianto woud do his best to repair them, which was usually successful and helped to make him happy again.

Meanwhile Jack had disappeared down into the hub saying something about checking on the weevils.  Ianto knew he was going to sulk for a bit and thought it best to leave him to it.

Ianto sat on Jack's bed doing his best to repair the coat. As he finished sewing on a button that had come off, he held the coat close to his chest and breathed in the scent of it. The scent of Jack. He hoped Jack would be grateful for what he had done, he smiled to himself as he thought of the ways he could thank him.

He started to stroke the coat, imagining Jack in it. His hand stopped when he felt something in the pocket. He put his hand in and pulled out a tube of lube. He smiled as he thought to himself how Jack must have had more than weevil hunting planned when they went into those woods, and it certainly wouldn't have been the first time they'd ended up doing something other than actual weevil hunting when they'd been out on a night.

Ianto found himself getting hard as he recalled the last time they'd been in the woods at night and Jack had taken him up against a tree. Suddenly he wanted Jack to be here, but he knew he could be gone a long time, maybe even hours. Right now Jack's coat was the closest he had to the real thing.

He lay down on the bed and pulled the coat around him, enjoying the feel of it and imagining Jack. As he started to get more aroused he undid his shirt, his belt and trousers. He rubbed the lining of the coat against his bare chest and then took off his shirt. As he was about to take off his trousers, he paused wondering what Jack would make of him getting overfriendly with his coat like this but at this point he was too turned on to care. Jack shouldn't have disappeared leaving him like this.

Ianto quickly shed the rest of his clothes and pulled the coat back over him, enjoying the feel of it against his naked body. He started to stroke his cock, imagining it was Jack's hand on him. As he moved his hand the coat seemed to help him on, and as he held it against him with his free hand it seemed to cling to him. He imagined it was Jack clinging to him, his hands all over his body, kissing his way down his body teasing him.

Ianto stopped himself for a minute. He didn't want to come too quickly and what if Jack came back? He listened out and couldn't hear anything. He wondered if he should quickly go upstairs and check the CCTV to find out where Jack was but his cock was telling him to stay right where he was and finish what he started.

He turned over onto his side, hooking one leg over the coat, pulling it closer into him. Now he was practically rubbing himself against the coat. It felt good but he needed more. He sat up, pulled the coat round him and lay down on his front. Now he was surrounded by the coat and got proper friction as he rubbed himself against the lining. He imagined he was rubbing against Jack, that Jack was surrounding him.

Ianto was close, but didn't want to come on the coat. He moved onto his back and making sure the coat was loosely pulled around him, enough so he could feel it but not enough so he'd come on it, he continued stroking his cock. He lost himself in thoughts of Jack, the feel of the coat and started to let out a series of moans and groans as he approached his climax. He didn't notice Jack come down the ladder and stand there watching him, totally transfixed on the scene in front of him.

Jack felt himself grow hard as soon as he set eyes on Ianto. He'd hadn't seen anything as hot in a very long time, Ianto lost in his own world, playing with himself and the coat, his coat around him.

"Jack!" cried out Ianto as he came. Then he opened his eyes and sat up in shock at the sight of the man himself standing in front of him.

"Oh Ianto," said Jack as he sat down on the bed and kissed Ianto passionately before he could say anything. "Do you have any idea how hot that was?"

"Jack, I....I fixed your coat," said Ianto, still a little shocked that Jack had caught him.

"So I see," replied Jack as he examined the coat. "Not only did you fix the coat, you went to bed with it too," he said smiling.

"I, er, didn't mean to, it's just...you weren't here."

"I know, I'm sorry, I was just a bit annoyed at letting that weevil get away. But I'm here now." Jack kissed him again, then stood up and pulled off his braces and undid his shirt. "No, stay where you are," he said as Ianto started to move. "You had your way with my coat, it's only fair I get to do the same."

"You want to...the coat?" asked Ianto as he lay back down on the bed.

"I want you and the coat. Sounds like a nice threesome to me," said Jack grinning.

Jack quickly shed his clothes and got on the bed with Ianto.

"Shift over a minute," said Jack. He then pulled the coat so it was covering both of them. "How does that feel?" he asked Ianto as he put an arm around his waist pulling him in close. Ianto wasn't sure if he mean the coat or him.

"Feels good." he replied.

They started kissing and then Ianto took Jack's cock in his hand. As things became heated between them and Ianto felt Jack's hands all over him, he quickly became hard again.

"I understand why it had such an effect on you," said Jack as he hooked a leg over Ianto's rubbing it against him.

"What do you mean?"

"The coat. The feeling of it against bare skin, so soft, yet so protective."

"It's you Jack, it's part of you. That's why I like it so much. I could almost feel you in it."

Jack smiled at Ianto and kissed him. "I'm more than happy to share it with you."

"What do you want, Ianto? Would you like me to fuck you right here, inside the coat?" asked Jack after they'd been kissing for a while.

"Well you did come prepared," replied Ianto as he pulled the lube from the coat pocket waving it in front of Jack.

"Ah, well you never know when you might need it," said Jack grinning.

"I think you're going to need it right now," said Ianto as he placed the tube in Jack's hand.

Jack squeezed some lube onto his hands and quickly prepared Ianto with his fingers. Then he lubed himself up and knelt between Ianto's legs.

"Ok like this?" asked Jack.

As Jack moved to position himself ready to enter Ianto, Ianto was struck by a thought. He loved the feel of Jack and Jack's coat around him but he had an idea of how it could be even better.

"Put it on," said Ianto suddenly.

"What?"

"Put the coat on," stated Ianto.

Jack grinned, liking the way Ianto was thinking. "You kinky bastard," he said before putting his arms into the coat, pulling it around him and letting if fall over himself and Ianto so it was covering them.

"Oh Jack," said Ianto as he looked at Jack, wearing the coat but completely naked, not to mention aroused and about to fuck him.

"Ready," Jack asked as he got back in position.

"Oh yes, do it," replied Ianto as he lifted his legs up and wrapped them around Jack. As he felt Jack breach him he could feel the coat surrounding him and almost helping Jack along as he thrust inside him.

"Not gonna last long," breathed Jack as Ianto could tell he was close.

"That's it Jack," cried Ianto as Jack grabbed onto his cock, helping him along. "Come for me, come inside me."

"Oh fuck Ianto," shouted Jack as he came. Ianto wasn't far behind him and exploded, coming over himself and Jack.

They clung to each other, kissing as they came down from their climax. Jack moved off Ianto and took the coat off, throwing it onto a chair.

"Wow, that was..." he said as he got back onto the bed throwing an arm around Ianto.

"Yeah," replied Ianto.

"You really love that coat don't you?"

"I do," admitted Ianto.

"Good, because I'd like us to do it again sometime, only in different ways.

Ianto raised his eyebrows at that wondering what Jack had in mind.

"Well, lots of things you can do with a coat," he said smiling to himself.

FIc - First Time - Jack/Ianto - NC-17

Sun, 11 May 2008 15:34:06 GMT

Title: First time
Pairing: Jack/Ianto
Spoilers: Set early S2 but no specific spoilers.
Word Count: 2105
Rating: NC-17
Summary: Ianto's first time, like everything with these two, it's not quite as straightforward as they would like.

Jack undid Ianto's tie as they sat on Jack's bed and started to unbutton his shirt. Ianto put his hand over Jack's to stop him, "Wait," he said.

"Why? Something wrong?" asked a puzzled Jack. They'd had a good night out, been to a nice restaurant and were getting on better than they had since Jack had returned from being away with the Doctor.

"I think I'm ready." said Ianto looking straight at Jack.

"Ready for what?"

"Going all the way, Jack. I think it's time." Ianto and Jack had done practically everything sexual together, except for actual intercourse. It was the one thing Ianto had held back on, not willing to go that far, until he was convinced in his own mind that it was more than a casual thing for Jack. He felt that time had come. Jack had been understanding about it and not tried to push him, but Ianto knew that he wouldn't be able to put it off forever.

"You sure?" asked Jack as he helped Ianto take his shirt off and then pulled his braces off his shoulders and started to unbutton his own shirt.

"Yes," replied Ianto as he moved forward and kissed Jack.

"I'll make it good for you, I promise," said Jack as he stood up and quickly removed the rest of his clothes and then helped Ianto out of his.

He fell onto the bed with Ianto and they started kissing and stroking each other. A minute later, Jack got up and pulled something out of a drawer.

"What you doing?" asked Ianto.

"We're going to need this," replied Jack as he held up a tube of lube.

"Ah, right, ok."

"We're take it slow, alright?"

"It's fine, Jack."

"Come here you," said Jack as he pulled Ianto into his arms and started to kiss him thoroughly. As things got increasingly heated between them, Jack moved down and took Ianto's cock into his mouth. Careful not to bring him too close but still doing enough to get him worked up he pulled away a short time later and moved back up to kiss Ianto again.

"Have you tried using your fingers on yourself?" asked Jack. He'd only ever got as far as getting one finger inside Ianto, and he hadn't been terribly enthusiastic about it.

"Just one. Didn't really feel anything."

"Then you weren't doing it right. Don't worry, I'll show you."

"Jack. I'm sorry, I feel like such a ...." said Ianto with an apprehensive look.

"Shhh, it's ok. We'll take it one step at a time, no rush. And you tell me to stop if you don't like what I'm doing."

"Thank you."

Jack kissed Ianto, made him lie on his front and grabbed a pillow placing it underneath him. He then knelt on the bed, spread some lube on his fingers and gently inserted one into Ianto. Jack got almost no reaction from Ianto until he pushed the finger further in and found his prostate causing him to yell out.

"Jack! Wow that was...."

"Oh yeah baby, we're just getting started." Jack slowly pulled his finger out again not wanting to give Ianto too much too soon. He spread more lube on his fingers and this time inserted two. Ianto winced a little at the extra intrusion but Jack soothed him but rubbing his back with his free hand and leaning down to kiss him and whisper words of encouragement. Ianto started to enjoy what Jack was doing to him and let out a series of pleasurable noises. Jack then added a third finger.

"Oww!" said Ianto feeling the pain at being stretched that bit more.

"Sorry. You ok?" asked Jack as he paused before waiting for the ok from Ianto to continue.

"Yep. It just hurts a bit."

"You've got to relax, Ianto. Let yourself open up to me."

"I'm trying."

Jack held his fingers still where they were, giving Ianto time to adjust and relax himself more. In the meantime he stroked Ianto's back and when he felt him relax he pushed in further with his fingers.

Ianto was still wincing a bit from being stretched that bit more, but the pain was lessening and being replaced by the feeling of Jack's fingers inside him.

"You ok?" asked Jack when he pushed his fingers inside Ianto as far as they would go.

"Yes, oh god yes." he managed as Jack brushed against his prostate again. Jack then slowly withdrew his fingers and pulled Ianto back into his arms.

"How was it?" asked Jack as he kissed Ianto.

"Good. Felt a bit strange at first, it hurt a little but I liked it."

"Well done, I'm proud of you. It's new to you, I know. Just takes a bit of practice."

"Next comes the hard part," said Ianto with an apprehensive look.

"Hey we don't have to take it any further now if you don't want to. There's no rush."

"No, Jack, I want to. I want to try."

"Ok, if you're sure. We'll take it slow and if it's too much you tell me, alright?"

"Yes, ok."

Jack got Ianto to lie on his front and used his fingers on him again. Then he spread some lube on Ianto, slicked up his cock with plenty of lube and then positioned himself against Ianto. He rubbed himself against Ianto without penetrating him. Then he paused before going any further.

"You ready for this?"

"Yes, just do it already," replied Ianto getting a bit impatient.

Jack slowly entered Ianto but had barely got inside him when he was stopped by Ianto yelling out. "Stop!"

Jack froze where he was. "Ianto, just relax."

"No, pull out now!" he yelled back. He hadn't been prepared for this, he felt like he was being torn apart. It was right what he'd read, having a cock

inside you was completely different from fingers. Not to mention that Jack was pretty well endowed. He just couldn't handle it, not yet.

"Ok, ok I'm going to pull out slowly so I don't hurt you. Just try to relax and breathe."

Once Jack had pulled out Ianto hit his fist on the bed in frustration and buried his head in the pillow.

"Hey, take it easy," said Jack moving to lie next to him and putting his arm around him.

"Wasn't supposed to be like that, Jack. It really hurt."

"I'm sorry, the last thing I want to do is hurt you, but the first time....."

"Is going to hurt. Yeah I know that. But you're just too damn big."

Jack couldn't help laughing at that. "I've never had any complaints."

"It's alright for you, you've probably had thousands of cocks up your arse."

"Hey, I've had more than....never mind," he stopped himself from continuing knowing that now wasn't the time to get into his past sexual exploits. "Ianto,

it gets easier, I promise."

"Doesn't feel like that right now."

"Come here," said Jack as he attempted to pull Ianto over to him. Ianto moved over and let Jack pull him into his arms.

"Can we try again?" asked Ianto after a short time.

"If you're sure."

"I am. Jack, I want to do this."

"Ok. But you have to relax, otherwise it's not going to work. Take deep breaths and try pushing out."

"But what if I..."

"You won't. I don't care if you do. Quit worrying, alright. It's going to be fine."

"Sorry, you must think I'm such a....virgin." said Ianto as he looked away.

"Hey, cutest virgin I ever had." said Jack as he leaned over and kissed Ianto.

"That makes me feel so much better."

"Listen, I'm honoured that I'm your first guy. Really."

"Thank you," replied Ianto as he pulled Jack into another kiss.

They kissed for a while and then Jack took Ianto's cock into his mouth while using his fingers on him.

"Jack, please. Fuck me now," demanded Ianto.

"Ok, turn over," said Jack as he lubed himself up.

Ianto turned over and Jack positioned himself at his entrance. He slowly pushed himself in and Ianto responded with a groan.

"Alright?" asked Jack as he paused to wait for Ianto to tell him it was ok to continue.

"Still hurts but don't stop," he winced.

"Relax and breathe."

"I am," replied Ianto as he forced himself to take deep breaths. Don't panic he told himself, the pain will go. And it did.

As Jack felt Ianto relax and open up he pushed in a bit further. Then he stopped again to give Ianto time to adjust to the extra intrusion. A short time later and he was fully inside Ianto.

"How's that feel?" he asked Ianto.

"OK, feels a bit strange, but it's ok."

"I'm going to try pulling out and pushing back in. I'll do it slowly, ok?"

Jack slowly pulled back and then pushed back in causing Ianto to yell out. "Do it again!"

Jack started a rhythm of slow thrusts now that Ianto was appearing to enjoy it. However after a few thrusts Ianto told him to stop. Jack slowly pulled out and fell back on the bed beside him.

"Are you ok?" asked Jack as he rubbed Ianto's back.

"I'm fine. It was just a bit.....intense."

"It's new, it's bound to feel a bit strange at first. It will get easier."

"We did it, Jack," said Ianto as he moved to lie facing Jack. He smiled at him.

Jack let out a big grin. "I am so proud of you," he said. They then kissed again and spent some time rolling around on the bed, kissing, touching and stroking each other, not caring that neither of them had come. Ianto could feel Jack's hard on pressed again him as he lay half on top of him.

"We should do something about that," said Ianto as he moved his hand down to Jack's hard cock.

"What do you want to do?"

Ianto pulled Jack so he was lying fully on top of him and their cocks were aligned.

"Like this. Want us to come together," said Ianto as he looked up into Jack's eyes.

"I like the way you think. Together."

Jack hooked his arms under Ianto and kissed him. Ianto responded by putting his arms tighter around Jack and pushing up against him. Jack started to rub himself against Ianto. There were frantic open-mouthed kisses exchanged as they both tried to get as much friction as possible in the attempt to get off. Ianto wrapped his legs around Jack to give him extra leverage.

It didn't take them long to approach climax.

"Ah, Ianto, I'm gonna..." Jack came before he could finish his sentence. As Ianto felt Jack's come spurt out onto him he felt his own climax approach.

"Oh fuck Jack," he murmured as he came.

They collapsed against each other as they tried to recover. Jack moved up to look at Ianto. "Good?" he asked.

Ianto merely nodded, unable to speak at this point. Jack leant down and kissed him. Ianto responded and kissed him back. They spent a few minutes kissing, enjoying the intimacy between them.

"We should really move," said Ianto, starting to feel the drying come that covered both of them.

"Why?" said Jack, obviously not bothered by it like Ianto was.

"Because we are covered in come."

"But I like being covered in come, especially yours," said Jack with a grin.

"Well if you like it so much, maybe I'll come all over you later, now would you move please" said Ianto smiling.

Jack got up and grabbed some tissues and cleaned them up.

"Better now?"

"Yes, thank you."

Jack got back into bed and pulled Ianto into him. "You ok with what we did, earlier I mean?"

"Yep, I'm glad we did it. Altough maybe we should wait a while before trying it again."

"Are you ok?" asked Jack with a concerned look.

"It's just a bit sore, you know."

"I'm sorry."

"It's fine, Jack. Like you said, it's just going to take a bit of getting used to."

"I know, there's no rush to try it again though. Whenever you want to."

"Thank you, for being so...understanding."

"Hey, I want you to be happy ok? You know I'd never want you to do anything you're uncomfortable with."

"I know." Ianto leant up and kissed Jack. "I'm tired, some of us mere mortals need to sleep." He then got up to switch off the light and got back into bed, lying close to Jack.

"I think I need to sleep too. You wore me out, Ianto Jones."

"Goodnight, Jack."

"Goodnight, Ianto."

Fic - Not Alone - Jack/Ianto - PG

Fri, 18 Apr 2008 21:01:56 GMT

Title: Not alone
Pairing: Jack/Ianto
Spoilers: S2 Ep10 - From Out of the Rain
Word Count: 993
Rating: PG
Summary: A post ep scene where Jack offers Ianto some comfort after what happened, it's a bit fluffy.

Jack watched Ianto as he walked out of his office after handing Jack the flask. He was obviously upset, this case had affected him and he'd taken it personally, thought Jack to himself. He decided he'd give Ianto a few minutes, finish up in his office and then go and find him.

As Jack put the flask away he thought back to what had happened earlier. Ianto had been upset when he'd caught the flask and only managed to catch one breath which had turned out to be the boys. He'd cried when they'd got him back. Poor kid had lost his family. Ianto had lost his family too.

Jack wondered what would happen to the boy. There hadn't been time to ask earlier, or if he was honest with himself it hadn't occured to him. Jack walked over to his desk and picked up the phone.

A few minutes later Jack went to find Ianto. He wasn't anywhere in the main hub area, Jack figured he would have gone down to the archives.

"Ianto?" called Jack as he walked through the archives looking for Ianto. There was no response. After walking past several shelves containing various files and boxes he spotted Ianto sitting on the floor against the wall. He had his knees drawn up against his chest with his head buried in his arms.

"Hey," said Jack softly as he crouched down beside Ianto and put a hand gently on his shoulder.

"I'm sorry Jack," Ianto replied, his voice full of emotion.

"You've got nothing to be sorry for. You did a great job today, you saved that boy."

"But I couldn't save his family. Or the other people that died. If I hadn't let him catch me......"

"Ianto look at me," Ianto slowly raised his head to look at Jack. Tears were running down his face where he'd been crying. "You did all you could. You caught the flask and you saved the boy. That boy, that beautiful little boy, is going to have a life because of you."

"A life without a family, what sort of life is that for a kid?"

Jack put his hand on Ianto's face and wiped away a tear. "Listen, I spoke to the nurse at the hospital. He has an uncle who he'll be staying with and who is apparently more than happy to take him in and give him a home. So he won't be alone."

"Really?"

"Yes. He'll be fine."

Ianto couldn't stop himself from choking back a sob. "Come here," said Jack as he pulled Ianto into his arms and cradled his head against his chest. He rubbed Ianto's back and tried to comfort him as he cried.

A few minutes later when Ianto had stopped, Jack spoke. "I know you saw yourself in that boy, Ianto. The boy who lost his family."

"Jack," Ianto tried to interrupt him.

"No, let me finish," said Jack as he moved to sit on the floor and pulled Ianto against him. "That boy lost his family, and you lost your family too. You weren't as young as him but you were still young. I know that's why you're so upset, it's brought back some memories for you. But you survived Ianto, and that boy will survive too. And you're not alone, you've got me, Tosh, Owen and Gwen. Martha too. We're your family, ok a very disfunctional family, but we all care about you, even Owen."

Ianto managed a laugh at Jack's last remark. "That's supposed to make me feel better?"

"Hey I'm trying here."

"I'm sorry Jack, I appreciate what you're saying. I'm glad you're here." said Ianto as he moved in closer to Jack. Jack kissed him on the top of his head.

"Where else would I be? Come on, let's go somewhere more comfortable," said Jack as he stood up and held out his hand to Ianto.   Ianto took his hand and stood up.

"Thank you." said Ianto.

"Anytime," replied Jack. They stood there holding hands and looking at each other until Jack moved in towards Ianto and placed a soft kiss on his lips.

Jack led him up to his quarters. He told Ianto to sit on his bed.

"You ready for bed?" asked Jack. Ianto simply nodded still looking a bit subdued. "Need anything?" Ianto shook his head.

Jack sat on the bed beside Ianto and helped him get undressed knowing he wasn't in a hurry to do it himself. He pulled out a tshirt and tracksuit bottoms for Ianto to wear and guided him into bed.

"I'll be right back" said Jack as he went off to the bathroom. When he got back Ianto was lying in the bed watching him. Jack got undressed and got into the bed putting his arms around Ianto who welcomed the comfort and snuggled into Jack.

"So, I was thinking, how about you take me to the cinema sometime? I mean to see a proper movie?"

"I'm not sure I ever want to go to the cinema again, Jack."

"Oh come on, we'll go to a proper modern cinema to see a brand new movie. No more black and white films."

"I don't know," sighed Ianto.

"You can choose the film and we could make a night of it. I'll even buy you dinner. I know we haven't had too many nights out lately."

"You asking me on another date?" said Ianto lifting his head up and looking at Jack.

"Interested?"

Ianto tried to come up with some kind of witty response but instead simply smiled and said "Absolutely." He was rewarded with a big smile and a kiss from Jack.

"We'll go tomorrow then, ok?"

"I look forward to it."

"Me too."

"Goodnight, Jack" said Ianto as he kissed Jack softly on the lips and then lay back down on the bed.

"Goodnight, Ianto," replied Jack as he turned the bedside light out looking forward to what tomorrow would bring.

Fic - Something Blue 2/2 - Jack/Ianto NC-17

Sat, 22 Mar 2008 19:31:41 GMT

Title: Something Blue 2/2
Pairing: Jack/Ianto
Spoilers: S2 Ep9 - Something Borrowed
Word Count: 3167
Rating: NC-17
Summary: After the events of Something Borrowed Jack takes Ianto away.
Notes: Follows on from Something Blue Part 1 but can be read separately. This turned out to be longer than I was expecting and I might even have to do another part.

Jack put the old photos he had been looking at back in his drawer. What was he doing, he thought to himself, reminiscing about the past, a past that had long gone, when it was the present, the future that mattered. He was happy for Gwen and Rhys, truly he was, but they had what he couldn't have, a normal relationship, someone to grow old with. He'd got married once, trying to have a conventional relationship, and for a time it had worked. And here he was, in the present, alone again in the darkness of the hub.

Except he wasn't alone. His thoughts turned to Ianto, Ianto who had cut in to dance with him. That had been brave of him Jack thought as he smiled to himself. Even if they were in the 21st century and attitudes to same sex relationships were changing, he knew that two men dancing together in public was still a brave thing to do. Ianto who had so often lately started to take the intiative in their relationship and that was one of the things Jack admired about him. Ianto who didn't question him, at least not like Gwen or the others did, didn't judge him and took him as he was.

After a very long day and night, he'd sent Ianto home, along with Tosh and Owen, telling him to get some sleep. Ianto hadn't argued with him, sensing that Jack needed some space. That was another thing he liked about Ianto, although they spent a lot of time together, he knew when to back off, and seemed to be able to sense when he wanted to be left alone. These days they spent most nights together, but working together and sleeping together could get a bit much at times so Jack was thankful Ianto had his own place to go back to sometimes.

As he started going through the paperwork that was on his desk, that he hated but knew had to be done, he came across a brochure for the hotel where the wedding had been. He remembered how Gwen had come in one day very excited, telling them all that they'd managed to book this hotel for the wedding. As he looked through the brochure he had to admit the place was very impressive. There was so much going on when they were there that he hadn't had time to appreciate it. Some of the rooms were very nice. They had luxury suites with four poster beds. It had been a very long time since he'd slept in a four poster bed, and he smiled to himself as he recalled that there hadn't been much sleeping back then. Ianto would love it, he thought to himself, and maybe that's just what they needed, a night away in a luxury hotel, room service, champagne. But would going back to that same hotel after everything that had happened be a good idea? Why not, he told himself, they'd cleaned up the mess, retconned the guests and staff, and besides all of them who were at the wedding and staying at the hotel would be checking out today. He knew Gwen and Rhys were catching an early flight to go to their honeymoon, much to Rhys's protests. In fact they'd probably be getting up and getting ready to leave for the airport about now.

He went over to his computer and checked a few things. Good, everything seemed to be quiet on the rift and alien front, hopefully it would stay that way, a least for the next day or two.

He thought it was a bit early to call Ianto and didn't want to wake him up if he was sleeping so he sent him a text message telling him to come in when he was ready, to dress casual and to bring overnight things. He then texted Tosh and Owen telling them to take the day off and not come back until late the following day as him and Ianto would be away overnight. He then called the hotel and booked the best room they had.

Ianto woke up and stretched, moving over to look at his alarm clock. 11.30am. He couldn't believe he'd slept so late, he was usually up so early and especially being with Jack who hardly slept at all. Mind you, he hadn't got to bed until the early hours and yesterday had been one crazy day. His mind drifted back to last night, the wedding, shapeshifters, dancing with Jack. Jack. He sighed as he recalled Jack telling him to go home and sleep, which he had done. Ianto reached over for his phone. He saw the message from Jack. He smiled to himself, it sounded like Jack was going to take him away for the night. Ianto then got showered, pulled out jeans and a casual shirt to wear and packed a bag.

Meanwhile in the hub it was late morning and Jack decided he should get changed before Ianto got there. He went down to his quarters and opened a drawer trying to find something different from what he normally wore. He settled on a pair of casual trousers and a shirt. As he was getting changed he heard his phone go. He had a couple of text messages, one from Owen telling them to enjoy their "dirty weekend" and not to tell him what they got up to, and one from Tosh telling them to have a good time and how cute they looked dancing together last night. As Jack smiled to himself he heard the hub door opening. He rushed back up to see Ianto coming in.

"Hey" said Jack, looking at Ianto in his jeans, damn he looked good he thought to himself.

"Hey" replied Ianto, looking at Jack who looked different in more casual clothes, and a lot more relaxed than he had last night.

"So where are we going?" asked Ianto as he followed Jack up to his office.

Jack handed Ianto the hotel brochure.

"You can't be serious. You want us to go back there after what happened?"

"Ianto, we cleaned up, the wedding guests including Gwen and Rhys will be all be long gone by now. The staff won't remember us. Besides I got us the best room they have, four poster bed and everything."

"But we can't........four poster bed?" Ianto was changing his mind hearing about the four poster bed.

"Oh yes, you and me in a four poster bed." said Jack with a grin.

"You know I always wanted to sleep in one."

"And now you shall. Although I'm hoping that we won't be doing much sleeping tonight." replied Jack still grinning.

"You only want me for one thing," Ianto said with a mock protest.

"Yes, your coffee. Speaking of which..."

"Ok, I'll make some coffee, on one condition, Jack."

"What's that?"

"You kiss me first."

"That is a condition I'm happy to comply with, Ianto Jones." With that Jack pulled Ianto into his arms and kissed him. It was a fierce and passionate kiss that left Ianto breathless.

"Wow," said Ianto after they broke apart.

"Good enough for coffee?" asked Jack.

"Oh yeah," said Ianto trying to compose himself.

"OK, well I have a couple of things I want to get finished, then we'll leave."

A couple of hours later and they were on the road headed towards the hotel. Jack signed them in, collected the keys and they headed up to the room.

"Oh yes," said Jack as they walked into the room, which was huge and well furnished complete with the promised four poster bed. "Check out the bed."

"Check out the bathroom," called Ianto as he looked inside the large ensuite bathroom. "Look at that bath," he said to Jack as he eyed the large bathtub with enough room for them both.

"That's impressive, we can try it out later," said Jack with a smile.

Ianto took off his jacket and shoes and sat down on the bed.

"You going to join me then," he said to Jack who was looking out of the window.

"All in good time."

There was a knock at the door.

"Room service," said Jack as Ianto looked at him with a questioning look. "Stay where you are," Jack told him as Ianto started to move.

A minute later Jack came back with a bottle of champagne in a bucket of ice and two glasses. He handed a glass to Ianto and jumped on the bed next to him.

"Thank you." said Ianto.

"You're welcome," replied Jack with a smile. "Cheers," he said as he clinked his glass with Ianto's and took a sip.

"This is nice. I'm glad I wasn't drinking this last night."

"Good job you didn't. Most of it being retconned and all."

"Yes, I know that. Jack, can I ask you something?"

Jack turned to face Ianto.

"Sure."

"You've been married before haven't you?"

"Yes I have, but it was a long time ago."

"It's ok, you don't have to tell me."

Jack sighed. The truth was he didn't want to talk about it, but he knew he needed to start talking to Ianto, about some of those things he didn't want to talk about.

"I fell in love with a woman, we got married. I tried to live a normal life, but then....For a while it worked, but then it ended soon after."

"I'm sorry Jack."

Ianto didn't ask how or why it ended. Jack obviously didn't want to talk about it and he knew Jack would tell him as much as he was ready to.

"I can't have what Gwen and Rhys have, Ianto. I can't grow old with someone, not matter how much I want to. I'm stuck like this."

Ianto put a hand on Jack's arm, trying to offer some comfort.

"I know what you are, and you look pretty good from where I'm sitting."

Jack smiled at this. "You always seem to know the right thing to say."

"Another glass?" asked Ianto noticing that they both had empty glasses.

"We don't need the glasses," said Jack as took both their glasses and put them down on the table nearby.

"Why?"

"You'll see."

Ianto looked at Jack and noticed the look on his face, the smirk that he got when he was planning something.

"Now come here you," said Jack as he got back on the bed and held out his arm to Ianto.

Ianto moved over to Jack and accepted his embrace, resting his head on Jack's shoulder. Jack placed a kiss on the top of Ianto's head.

"You know when we got interupted last night?" asked Jack.

"Yeah"

"Well I was thinking we could continue where we left off."

Ianto moved up so he could look at Jack and laid his hand on Jack's chest. "That sounds like a good idea to me," he said with a smile.

Jack put his hand on the back of Ianto's head and moved in for the kiss. They kissed for a while and then Jack started to unbutton Ianto's shirt. Jack then quickly removed the rest of Ianto clothes and shed his own. He moved away from Ianto and stepped off the bed.

"Hey where are you going?" asked Ianto.

"Don't move," replied Jack as he walked over to the table and returned with the bottle of champagne. "This, Ianto, is why we don't need glasses."

Jack pushed Ianto onto the bed and straddled him, one hand on Ianto's chest and the champagne bottle in the other.

"You're not going to do what I think you're going to do?" asked Ianto with a worried look.

"Oh yes," replied Jack staring at Ianto with a lustful look on his face.

"You'll get the bed wet."

"No I won't, well I'll try not to. Besides does it matter?"

"Yes if you want to lie in a wet bed, not to mention explaining to the hotel why and how we got the bed wet. They might not believe it's champagne."

"Ianto, I don't even want to know where you're going with that thought. I'll go get a towel ok? Jeez, way to kill the moment." With that Jack went into the bathroom and came back with a large bath towel.

"Ok, lift up." Ianto got up and let Jack put the towel on the bed, lying back down on top of it.

"Happy now?" With a nod from a still slightly apprehensive Ianto, Jack continued. "I'm going to slowly pour this over you, then I'm going to lick it all off, every last drop." Ianto's eyes lit up, thinking about what Jack was going to do to him. Before he could say anything, Jack tipped the bottle and let it pour out over Ianto, trying not to spill too much of it.

Ianto gasped as the liquid trickled down his chest. "It's cold."

"Oh don't you worry, I'll soon get you warmed up," replied Jack, as he started to lick the champagne from Ianto's chest. As Jack worked his way down his body, Ianto started to get more and more turned on. The feel of Jack's mouth and tongue together with the champagne on his body was starting to drive him crazy.

Jack stopped as he reached the top of Ianto's now very hard cock. "Don't stop Jack please," Ianto pleaded.

"Hey relax," replied Jack as he moved to pick up the champagne bottle. "I just think we need some more of this down here," he said as he took Ianto's cock in his hand. He then pushed Ianto's legs open further to give him better access to what he planned to do next. He tipped some more of the liquid onto his stomach and let it run down between his legs.
Jack helped to spread the champagne all over Ianto and then proceeded to lick up every last drop. By this
time Ianto was very close to coming.

"Jack, I'm going to...." he was unable to finish his sentence and tell Jack that he was about to come, but Jack had got there in time, taking Ianto into his mouth and swallowing as he came.

He lay back with his arms over his face trying to get his composure back. Jack then moved up next to Ianto and kissed him, Ianto could taste the combination of himself, Jack and the champagne.

"Good?" asked Jack. That was an understatement thought Ianto to himself. "It was incredible." he replied. Ianto started to wonder why he'd never thought of doing this with champagne when Jack was kissing him again and he felt Jack's hard on against his leg. It was Jack's turn to get some attention.

As they were kissing, Ianto pushed Jack down onto the bed and got on top of him. He grabbed the bottle of champagne.

"We still have some left," said Ianto.

Jack smiled up at him. "Be a shame to waste it."

Ianto then proceeded to pour the champagne over Jack, not being as careful as Jack was with him.

"Hey go easy with that," said Jack as he felt the cold liquid descend over his body. Before Jack knew what had hit him Ianto was all over him, licking up the champagne, only with a bit more urgency than Jack had done with him. He then knelt between Jack's legs and massaged a handful of the champagne onto him.

As Jack was starting to urge Ianto on to hurry up and suck him already, Ianto did exactly that. He took him into his mouth as far as he could resulting in a loud groan from Jack. It didn't take Ianto long to finish off Jack who let out a few choice words as he came. Ianto then lay back on the bed beside Jack who was trying to recover. A minute later and Jack had pulled Ianto into his arms. They lay together for a while words not being needed.

"You ok?" Jack asked Ianto after he hadn't spoke for a while.

"I'm good, I just never expected this."

"I'm sorry it's only for one night, but with Gwen away we can't..."

"Jack, it's ok. I'm glad we came here."

"What I was going to say is that once Gwen comes back, maybe you and I could take off somewhere, for a few days at least."

"I'd like that. Where would we go?"

"Anywhere you like. You choose."

"But we couldn't go abroad could we?"

"Ianto I have a passport. Correction, I have passports. Very good genuine fake passports."

Ianto laughed "I might have known."

"So you think about where you want to go and we'll do it."

Ianto leant over and kissed Jack. As the kissing got more intense and Ianto hooked his leg over Jacks he pulled back.

"Ianto?"

"Getting a bit sticky here," Ianto said feeling the drying substances on himself.

"So? You think we should make use of that bathtub?"

"I think that's a good idea," replied Ianto as he rushed out to the bathroom and started running the water.

A few minutes later and Ianto climbed into the bath, leaning back against Jack. Jack's arms came around him and he placed a kiss on Ianto's shoulder.

"You want me to help wash you?" asked Jack as he slid his hands over Ianto's chest.

"No, I don't. Don't you ever get tired?" said Ianto with a sigh as he lay his head back against Jack's chest.

"Not when I have a gorgeous guy like you to keep me going. You're not bailing out on me are you? We've only just got started, I was thinking I could do that thing you like so much, and a few other things as well..."

Ianto smiled to himself starting to think about some of those things Jack could do to him. "Don't worry I'm not done yet, just need a break, you know?

"Can't we just relax here for a bit before we get started again?"

"Course we can. I'm sorry I didn't mean to be pushy."

"You're always pushy, Jack. You can't get enough of me," said Ianto with a smile.

"Don't I know it," agreed Jack. "We can stay here for a while, relax."

For a while they did relax, Ianto enjoying the feeling of the warm water and Jack's arms around him, lying back against Jack and being able to forget about the things that had happened, about Torchwood, aliens and all the crap they went through, if only for one night.

Ianto looked at the shelf near the bath, there was the usual assortment of hotel toiletries, including what had to be shower gel or soap.

"Jack?"

"Hmm?" responded a sleepy sounding Jack.

"You want to wash my back?" This seemed to awaken Jack.

"I think I can do that," replied Jack as he sat up suddenly.

Ianto smiled to himself as he got up to get the soap, Jack was right, things were just getting started between them.

Fic - Something Blue 1/2 - Jack/Ianto - PG

Sat, 15 Mar 2008 17:04:25 GMT

Title: Something Blue 1/2
Pairing: Jack/Ianto
Spoilers: S2 Ep9 - Something Borrowed
Word Count: 1217
Rating: PG
Summary: A missing scene set during something borrowed - a bit of fluff, no angst.

"Tosh, look," said Owen as Tosh was getting a drink from the bar. "Ianto just cut in on Gwen to dance with Jack."

"What? Wow, I never thought I'd see that. They look cute together," she replied.

"Hmmm, not sure cute's the word I use, but kinda brave of Ianto. I think he got a bit jealous, Gwen and Jack were a bit close together there."

"You don't think that Gwen and Jack..."

"No, not at all. I guess Jack is just close to all of us, closer than he probably should be."

"Well Jack and Ianto look about as close as two people can get right now."

Meanwhile Gwen and Rhys were talking with Gwen's dad.

"So you enjoyed your day love, despite everything that's happened?" Gwen's dad asked her.

"Yes I have, thanks dad. It all turned out right in the end, and I finally married Rhys, which is the important thing."

"Rhys," she said as she turned towards him, "I'm sorry for everything that happened today."

"Hey, stop apologising you. We got married didn't we, I don't know, never a dull moment with you is there?" said Rhys with a smile.

"Well I'm very happy for you two, and now you have a honeymoon to look forward to," said Gwen's dad. "Didn't know your boss was gay though," he said as he looked at Jack and Ianto dancing.

"He's not exactly......" deciding explaining Jack's sexuality was too complicated she continued, "him and Ianto have had a thing for a while now. But I didn't know how serious it was."

"Looks pretty serious to me Gwen," said Rhys. "Two men dancing together, hey why not, but it's still making a statement, especially as close as those two are together..."

"In my day it would have been unheard of, well except for in certain places, but times are changing, and isn't a wedding supposed to bring people closer together even if it's two men?" said Gwen's dad.

"You're right, dad, they've both been through a lot, we all have. They deserve some happiness."

"Well if you'll excuse me I think I should go and find your mother."

"Ok, dad, we'll see you later."

The song came to an end and Jack pulled back to look at Ianto, smiling at him.

"Want to go some place quieter?" Jack asked Ianto.

"Why, it's quiet enough in here already," replied Ianto as he looked around at the increasingly empty dance floor and tables in the room.

"Because I want to do something that I don't think either of us is ready to do in public."

The next song came on. It was Dancing Queen by Abba.

Ianto looked at Jack. "Ok I think that's our cue to get out of here."

He took Jack's hand and led him towards a door that led out to the gardens.

Tosh looked at Owen as she saw Jack and Ianto heading towards the door.

"Where are they off to?" she asked.

"Probably gone out for a quickie," replied Owen.

"Do you have to....oh never mind. At least someone's having fun."

"Hey I danced with you didn't I. Don't tell me, you want to go and spy on Jack and Ianto."

"No of course not, well it wouldn't hurt to go and check on them would it?" replied Tosh with a smile.

"Oh come on then. But if we get caught this was your idea, ok?

Tosh and Owen then started to make their way towards the door.

"See those two are making a quick exit then?" said Rhys and he indicated Jack and Ianto heading towards the exit.

"Oh they're probably trying to get some privacy, which is what we're be doing a bit later," replied Gwen smiling.

"Are Tosh and Owen at it as well?"

"What? Not exactly...it's complicated."

"What isn't with your lot."

Rhys pointed to Tosh and Owen heading towards the door after Jack and Ianto.

"Where are they going? They must be following Jack and Ianto, sneaky devils."

"I suppose you're going to suggest we go after them?"

"Well why not? Come on," said Gwen as she took Rhys by the hand and led him towards the door.

Tosh and Owen were stood by the door looking out.

"Hey you two," said Gwen.

"Oh Gwen, we were just....." replied Tosh.

"Following Jack and Ianto, I know."

"It wasn't my idea," said Owen.

"Never mind that, where did they go," asked Gwen.

"I think they went around the corner" replied Tosh pointing to the end of the building.

"Well we can't stand here all night, let's get this over with and see what all the fuss is about," said Rhys.

"Shhh, Rhys they'll hear you," replied Gwen.

"Oh come on," said Owen as he stepped out of the doorway and made his way to the corner of the building. Gwen, Rhys and Tosh followed him.

"Wow," said Owen as he saw Jack had Ianto pinned up against the wall and appeared to be kissing the life out of him.

"What, let me see" said Tosh and she moved around Owen to look.

"Well guys I have to say that is......hot." said Gwen.

"Isn't it just," agreed Tosh.

"I have to admit that it's not bad. Considering that it's Jack and Ianto." said Owen.

"I never thought I'd say this but you have a point mate," said Rhys. "They do look good together."

Jack and Ianto walked out of the door and into the gardens.

"Where to?" asked Ianto.

"Round here, come on," replied Jack as he led Ianto around the corner.

He then pushed Ianto against the wall and started kissing him frantically.

"Hey slow down," said Ianto.

"Sorry, I've just been wanting to do that all day."

"Me too" agreed Ianto with a smile as he pulled Jack back onto him.

As Ianto enjoyed the attention Jack was giving him and wondering just how far Jack could get his tongue into his mouth he heard a noise behind him. He heard voices and at first thought it was just some people in the gardens, even if it was a bit late for anyone to be outside. Then as he had to break off the kiss for some air he looked over Jack's shoulder and saw Gwen, Rhys, Owen and Tosh watching them.

"Um, Jack,"

"What," said Jack as he started to kiss Ianto's neck.

"We have an audience."

"What?" he turned round and saw the others watching them.

"Ok guys, shows over you've had your fun." said Jack.

Gwen said something to Tosh who laughed. Owen was smiling at them. Rhys took it upon himself to restore some order.

"I'm sorry Jack, but this lot thought they would come out here and see what you and Ianto were doing. Which is of course none of our business. And we're go back inside now and leave you alone."

"Rhys, it's ok, but thank you. We just needed a moment."

"Right come on back inside." said Rhys as he ushered Gwen, Tosh and Owen back inside.

"So much for privacy," said Ianto.

"Don't worry we'll continue this later, ok? I'm not done with you yet."

"I look forward to it."

"Right let's get the evening wrapped up, then we have to do the clean up operation.

"Oh I can't wait."